Sunday, February 21, 2016

Can't expect people to know how i feel

You guys must be so happy cause your week has been so full of blessings, congrats!

Sedangkan liburan gue yang berawal indah mulai ngeberontak dengan hal-hal unexpected yang bertubi-tubi. It makes me sad to think how easy for them to gimme such burdens di minggu yang harusnya menyenangkan ini. Meskipun ya bukan sepenuhnya salah mereka sih, mungkin karena ini juga efek dari resolusi gue untuk tahun ini.

Sangat diragukan menurut gue untuk maksain semuanya agar berjalan lancar. Entah karena guenya yang nggak suka kalo suatu pencapaian tidak diakui nantinya akibat ketidaksempurnaan proses, atau mungkin emang gue aja yang terlalu realistis dibandingkan mereka semua?

Tapi untungnya ya gue bukan tipe yang bakal berhenti di tengah jalan. Meskipun untuk tahun ini gue nggak bisa apa-apa, mungkin presence gue kedepannya akan lebih berpengaruh selama gue masih setia menjalankan ini semua. Dan yang bisa gue lakuin sekarang cuma percaya aja sama mereka-mereka yang sedang bersikeras untuk mengangkat namanya agar lebih baik.

Bisa dikata apa kalo mereka emang butuh bantuan gue dalam hal-hal ini? Nggak akan ada salahnya naroh kepercayaan ke orang lain dalam hal positif. Selama mereka juga punya effort untuk memperoleh hari yang lebih baik, why not? It's tough but i'm gonna hang in there.

Friday, February 12, 2016

"100 Getting to Know Myself Questions" (Part 1)

1. Who is your hero?
  • No idea.
2. If you could live anywhere, where would it be?
  • A quiet place, like in the middle of forest or deserted island with a lot of comfort & luxury? Seriously, i'm not even kidding.
3. What is your biggest fear?
  • I won't say it here.
4. What is your favorite family vacation?
  • Overseas trip.
5. What would you change about yourself if you could?
  • Nothing. I think i like the way i am now.
6. What is your favorite book to read?
  • Goosebumps series.
7. What makes you laugh the most?
  • Running man.
8. What was the last movie you went to? What did you think?
  • I don't even remember when. Damn, i'm trying hard to recall it but nothing comes to mind. Well, the main reason why i rarely go to the movies in theater anymore cause i prefer to spend money on other activities.
9. What did you want to be when you were small?
  • An architect, cause i hated it so much when my friends said they just wanted to be doctors to make their parents proud. DUH what a boring answer.
10. If you could choose to do anything for a day, what would it be?
  • Eat a bowl of ice cream.
11. Which would you rather do: wash dishes, mow the lawn, clean the bathroom, or vacuum the house?
  • Vacuum the house. I hate washing dishes the most.
12. If you could only eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?
  • Omelette rice. Kyaaaaaa i love to eat eggs :3
13. Who is your favorite author?
  • R.L Stine
14. Have you ever had a nickname? What is it?
  • Rupil, Pilil, Uphil, Phil. I like 'phil' the most, it sounds simple & cool.
15. Do you like or dislike surprises? Why or why not?
  • Surprises are mostly cheesy, predictable & awkward. I don't know how to react to such things. So i tend to dislike it.
16. If you could go back in time, what year would you travel to?
  • 2007 or 2008, i won't explain why cause it's kind of embarrassing.
17. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
  • About 10?
18. If you were a super-hero, what powers would you have?
  • Teleportation!
19. What's the longest you've gone without sleep?
  • Two days and a half.
20. What was your favorite subject in school?
  • English :'(